a forbidden love that goes beyond physical attraction... down to deeper knowledge of one another.... a sense of inexpressible profound happiness, peace to the heart having the person on the other side of the call or sms or just looking at his photo... but you still can't have that person, no matter how much in love you are with him... maybe someday........at least no more "what if i had.........."
sometimes that means you are sharing pieces of yourself, the ones that you have kept hidden from others... sometimes it means a few moments where deep in your heart and soul you know that's where you belong.
when you get to look into his eyes you know you are seeing his entire self, and you know that he is seeing yours. these things can be more intimate than any kiss... or anything else. that person almost seems to be your "soulmate". He is your friend, your campanion first. and this deep intimacy builds. it builds so much that just looking into one another's eyes, wrapping your arms around each other and standing there is the most beautiful moment in the world. You fall in love with that person. but sometimes, you can't totally have him... because he is now someone else's...
Even though i try to remain silent, not giving you any message, but my heart craves for your smses, at least one from you... even when i know that is perhaps wrong on my part... and when you ask me "how are you? why aren't you replying?" I smile and I cry bitterly, both at the same time ... thinking about what i missed having in life!..You
Your care and your affection still binds me and i am unable to move away from you...
i am confused as to what to do ... neither am i being able to go away from you completely nor am i being able to stop this heart from craving for your affection...it's amazing how every ounce of you can miss someone so much like you need him to feel like breathing.. but i am just afraid that this madness of mine might put you in trouble and i will never want that ever to happen...
i want you to be happy always, in peace with your new life... i want to remain your friend all through life, but my feelings come in the way...
sometimes that means you are sharing pieces of yourself, the ones that you have kept hidden from others... sometimes it means a few moments where deep in your heart and soul you know that's where you belong.
when you get to look into his eyes you know you are seeing his entire self, and you know that he is seeing yours. these things can be more intimate than any kiss... or anything else. that person almost seems to be your "soulmate". He is your friend, your campanion first. and this deep intimacy builds. it builds so much that just looking into one another's eyes, wrapping your arms around each other and standing there is the most beautiful moment in the world. You fall in love with that person. but sometimes, you can't totally have him... because he is now someone else's...
Even though i try to remain silent, not giving you any message, but my heart craves for your smses, at least one from you... even when i know that is perhaps wrong on my part... and when you ask me "how are you? why aren't you replying?" I smile and I cry bitterly, both at the same time ... thinking about what i missed having in life!..You
Your care and your affection still binds me and i am unable to move away from you...
i am confused as to what to do ... neither am i being able to go away from you completely nor am i being able to stop this heart from craving for your affection...it's amazing how every ounce of you can miss someone so much like you need him to feel like breathing.. but i am just afraid that this madness of mine might put you in trouble and i will never want that ever to happen...
i want you to be happy always, in peace with your new life... i want to remain your friend all through life, but my feelings come in the way...
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