It's still hurting, it's still killing... however much I try to smother this pain...
each night i think the tears would end up finally and my eyes will empty up... but i end up crying every night..
Your memories, your remembrances aren't dying... the realisation that i can never have you in my life is killing me
I never knew i could love someone so madly, never knew i would still miss you even after going silent for so long...i had thought with days passing by, i will get used to the pain... i will get over you and will get back my normal self... I thought I will be able to move on... i never knew it would pain this much loving you ...
Now i m still unable to stop myself...
i just wanna become numb... like a lifeless being, i don't wanna feel anything...
I never knew that silence can be so painful.. it's a dilemma, it pains me when I don't get to talk with you and even when I talk with you, i feel like getting killed
You will never understand, you will never feel it...
losing the one you love the most and still not being able to move on...
I am standing on a quicksand when i know very well that i am going to sink into it if i stay...
All that I want now is a few minutes of sleep and peace...
Why do you keep coming in my dreams? Please spare me a few minutes of sleep, I beg of you...
Why do I still find you in dreams?
Why is my fate still playing games with me?