you continue to come in my dreams .. today as well you came ... your thoughts engulf me completely ... and i feel so vulnerable...burning ever so precariously my heart at this moment...but why do you keep coming back in my dreams, when i have been trying so hard to let you free from inside me? can't you see how much it's killing me?
do you feel a certain something in your heart, when i am missing you so terribly? doesn't your heart flutter when i place my hand on my chest, on my heart, closing my eyes and speaking out my heart? do you hear my heart's voice?
i am at a lack of words.....i get really frightened up when i am unable to stop my heart empty out my feelings... i fear what if your heart gets to hear them?
can i ever get over you? can't i somehow let you free, can't i somehow now stop loving you.. you are now married.. you are now someone else's and i really want to see you happy there ...
i have really tried so much.. tried everything to let you free from my heart now that you are someone else's... but your memories keep coming every now and then ... and then i feel like i still love you, i still love you madly even today ...
how many times have i told you that i will remain your friend forever... but why then these dreams, of you, the first thing in the morning? i get restless ... as if fate is trying to scrape my wounds ... i really dont want to come in the way of your happiness ...but when i see such dreams, i feel helpless, my buried feelings for you come up .. i feel this strong pull towards you once again ... i feel like loving you once again... i still love you so much... it is seeming impossible to get over you anyday ....
do you feel anything at those moments when i am missing you so terribly ? they say that words spoken from heart reach the other person's heart, no matter how much distance separates them...
yes, i really really miss you, i miss you terribly, even today...
i love you like crazy, even today ... and it seems like i can never live without you....
but you are now gone... gone forever, you are now someone else's ... why doesn't my heart learn to accept it? why is fate still playing with my emotions, letting those dreams come in me? what do i do now? how to take you out of me? it is definitely killing me, finding you in dreams.... when i really really want to say it to you that i still love you, .. i don't know why would i want to say that to you now... I haven't been able to take you out of me but I am forced to bury those words deep down in heart because you are now someone else's ...