I am feeling really choked up... this is getting increasingly difficult each day, bottling up emotions.... faking laughters, losing myself in the crowd...
I have been missing you so much all these months.... I don't know how I could keep myself away from you, how I could hold myself back, it has been very difficult reigning myself back from you since so long, but I am falling weak with each passing day... I may give up some day soon.
bahot miss kar rahi hoon tumhe, bahot yaad arahi hai...
However much i may try, i will never be able to take you out of me, my mind or from my heart!
Every little word that you had said to me, every memory of yours keeps rewinding in my head, keeps looping .... I keep thinking what you had said once, our times spent together
those moments when you had cared for me, loved me ... when you were concerned for me.... even for the smallest of things.
You truly became my angel!
So many days have passed now, and I have been devoid of your affection since so long,
I long to talk to you, I long for your call to come, I long to get an email from you every single day, like I used to get those days.... I know I won't get one now, and yet this heart aches in search of one, at least a few words from you.... no one had loved me, cared for me this much.
People say that with time, almost every relation starts fading.
So many months have passed by now, I haven't talked to you since so long, i haven't heard from you.
yet I feel like my love for you is strengthening more and more with each passing day... probably because I can't love anyone else but you.
When I find you online after days together, it kills me when I am not been able to talk to you.
I had never known that love could be this painful.
Where did I go wrong? I am still not able to see my mistake
I want to go to sleep at night, wake up every day, and breathe knowing, assured that you are truly mine...
I am still confused, about the sudden change in your feelings .... why? I am baffled. But I am n't able to take you out of my mind .... I have n't been able to tame this uncontrollable heart.... I just can't think of anything other than you, at any point of time now a days.
it's definitely hurting not being able to be with you, not being able to empty out my feelings before you....
With each passing day, this strange fear grips me altogether, I fear of losing you forever, to someone else.... i can't think of that... I can't imagine losing you... it pains me really hard thinking about ever losing you, even when I am n't sure about your feelings ...
I still don't know how and why I fell in love with you in the first place.
Every time I try letting you free and going away from you forever, thias heart of mine just doesn't let me go and I am getting pulled back each time.
I wish I could keep loving you all my life and could have you before my eyes all my life, all the time .... because now more than a part of me resides in you.....
I have been missing you so much all these months.... I don't know how I could keep myself away from you, how I could hold myself back, it has been very difficult reigning myself back from you since so long, but I am falling weak with each passing day... I may give up some day soon.
bahot miss kar rahi hoon tumhe, bahot yaad arahi hai...
However much i may try, i will never be able to take you out of me, my mind or from my heart!
Every little word that you had said to me, every memory of yours keeps rewinding in my head, keeps looping .... I keep thinking what you had said once, our times spent together
those moments when you had cared for me, loved me ... when you were concerned for me.... even for the smallest of things.
You truly became my angel!
So many days have passed now, and I have been devoid of your affection since so long,
I long to talk to you, I long for your call to come, I long to get an email from you every single day, like I used to get those days.... I know I won't get one now, and yet this heart aches in search of one, at least a few words from you.... no one had loved me, cared for me this much.
People say that with time, almost every relation starts fading.
So many months have passed by now, I haven't talked to you since so long, i haven't heard from you.
yet I feel like my love for you is strengthening more and more with each passing day... probably because I can't love anyone else but you.
When I find you online after days together, it kills me when I am not been able to talk to you.
I had never known that love could be this painful.
Where did I go wrong? I am still not able to see my mistake
I want to go to sleep at night, wake up every day, and breathe knowing, assured that you are truly mine...
I am still confused, about the sudden change in your feelings .... why? I am baffled. But I am n't able to take you out of my mind .... I have n't been able to tame this uncontrollable heart.... I just can't think of anything other than you, at any point of time now a days.
it's definitely hurting not being able to be with you, not being able to empty out my feelings before you....
With each passing day, this strange fear grips me altogether, I fear of losing you forever, to someone else.... i can't think of that... I can't imagine losing you... it pains me really hard thinking about ever losing you, even when I am n't sure about your feelings ...
I still don't know how and why I fell in love with you in the first place.
Every time I try letting you free and going away from you forever, thias heart of mine just doesn't let me go and I am getting pulled back each time.
I wish I could keep loving you all my life and could have you before my eyes all my life, all the time .... because now more than a part of me resides in you.....
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