Why is it that i am still not able to get over you? Why am I still longing for you? Even though so many days have passed! Why do you still keep coming into my thoughts every now and then.. in my dreams as well?
I have tried so much, so very hard not to let you come into my thoughts... to give myself another chance.
But I continue to fail every time, my mind tells me to flush out all of your memories but my heart refuses to give up. You still reign on my heart... I am failing to move on, I am failing to move away from you.... there is something still left between us I think.... something of a chord that keeps pulling me back to you!
This is getting harder for me with each passing day. I thought time would fade away your thoughts and memories. But, no.. Why isn't this being easy? Why can't I just forget everything and start afresh? Why am not i been able to forget that we ever came across each other? Why is this chord pulling my heart back towards you everytime that I decide to look in a new direction?
There are times when I get restless... thinking about all those old times when I used to crave spending time with you...just to be with you.....
Physically we are as distant apart now as we were at that time, during those good times..... it's still the same distance today... I had thought that with passage of time, the distance between us would get even more but that hasn't happened. I find myself still standing at the same place as I was during that phase. Is there no way by which I can stop thinking about you? Can't I completely take you out of my mind and heart?
I have been telling myself every time that as time flies by, I too will get used to the feeling, the feeling of not getting to talk with you every day, I will get used to not having you with me to share my every little thing that happens in my life, that I will get used to remaining silent and away from you .... getting accustomed to the pain! But sometimes this pretension is getting too much for me.
This hurt, this pain refuses to go away.... or perhaps it will never go away.
Your thoughts will probably continue to come back. I will probably never be able to forget you.. I will perhaps never be able to get over you.
I have tried so much, so very hard not to let you come into my thoughts... to give myself another chance.
But I continue to fail every time, my mind tells me to flush out all of your memories but my heart refuses to give up. You still reign on my heart... I am failing to move on, I am failing to move away from you.... there is something still left between us I think.... something of a chord that keeps pulling me back to you!
This is getting harder for me with each passing day. I thought time would fade away your thoughts and memories. But, no.. Why isn't this being easy? Why can't I just forget everything and start afresh? Why am not i been able to forget that we ever came across each other? Why is this chord pulling my heart back towards you everytime that I decide to look in a new direction?
There are times when I get restless... thinking about all those old times when I used to crave spending time with you...just to be with you.....
Physically we are as distant apart now as we were at that time, during those good times..... it's still the same distance today... I had thought that with passage of time, the distance between us would get even more but that hasn't happened. I find myself still standing at the same place as I was during that phase. Is there no way by which I can stop thinking about you? Can't I completely take you out of my mind and heart?
I have been telling myself every time that as time flies by, I too will get used to the feeling, the feeling of not getting to talk with you every day, I will get used to not having you with me to share my every little thing that happens in my life, that I will get used to remaining silent and away from you .... getting accustomed to the pain! But sometimes this pretension is getting too much for me.
This hurt, this pain refuses to go away.... or perhaps it will never go away.
Your thoughts will probably continue to come back. I will probably never be able to forget you.. I will perhaps never be able to get over you.
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